My dermatologist has increased my mycophenolate, will need more bloodtests to make sure that isn’t killing me. They don’t want to change the prednisone yet because they don’t want me to end up in the hospital. That’s all well and good except being on this high a dose of prednisone makes me want to die about 8 hours a day. The rest of the hours I mostly stare into space. I have found myself in a sort of shitty situation where I will die without the medications, but the medications make me want to die.